Forgot this yet again...ain't I the best.
Anyways...for those who would like to know what happened...so not only college killing me this time, but also...sigh, very very bad luck.
I got diagnosed kidney stones...I have SEVERAL, but at least they are small...the thing is, before people say in men are worse (I know it is, the fact to GET THEM OUT is worse in men, the kidney pain is just as bad in men and women), the pain when the stone moves from inside the kidney to the bladder, is the worst pain I've ever felt in my life...and I've felt horrible pain before...not gonna give details tho, but this thing takes the cake.
It is so bad I can barely walk and just, it increases every time...doesn't matter if you throw yourself on the floor and start rolling and twisting your body, it just doesn't stop...
This started last friday, October 10th at 4 am, and had to go to the hospital an hour later seeing this was way too bad...didn't know what it was, and I'm not exaggerating with this, it really felt like it was r.i.p for me. I fainted a total of 4 times that day and even had convulsions...never had that before, was quite...interesting...and awful. But luckily I got medical attention soon, and got some strong pain killers through intravenous way...so the pain went away very soon...got sheep ton of medical exams and what not, and obviously couldn't go to college that day and skipped a lab :/ let's just say how my university works, not going to a laboratory has bad consequences...I had my license but still, now I gotta do the final exam when it comes...sigh
Anyways, after that I've been fine, have some pains from now and then but it is endurable...uuuuntil today.
It happened again, this time in the other kidney...I'm enduring as much as I can as I type this...I really need to just man it up and deal with it...sadly had to skip classes yet again and go to the hospital...it was way too much...got pain killers but wasn't as good as before, so I fainted in the way back...now I'm in bed and the pain's still very bad, but slowly getting used to it...I can't skip more classes, it has bad consequences as I said before...I know health is more important, but I try to be as responsible as I can be with college...I just want this fucking stone to finally come down and stop making me want to rip my own kidney out.
So yeah that happened...sucks :/ wanted to give an update and explain yet again my inactivity...I did that latest drawing when I wasn't feeling as bad and I had finally a free weekend...I'll try my best to keep updating my gallery, but how things look, it will be even harder...not only cause of health issues but also cause of the exams that are gonna come next month...stupid things, I'm not even doing bad in college, hate having to deal with exams cause of health issues...uuuuggghhghgghghg
Well, that's my rant...tl;dr , kidney stones fucking suck.
EDIT: oh if anyone's curious and before making false assumptions...kidney stones ARE NOT made by holding your pee...seriously, some people have told me that and I'm like "no..." ...they usually come when having a diet high in salt...but after going to the doctor, in my case, they are made by uric acid...that explains their small size compared to those made by high salt, but mine are spiky...and are very very hard to get out...and they most likely got generated by an infection or a metabolism alteration...either or. Kidney stones are more common in men around 30-50 years old...I'm a 20 year old woman...fuck my luck.
EDIT2: OH MY GOD...so last night after suffering A LOT, and more convulsions and stuff...ALMOST fainted, but ey, kept it strong...the thing is that, after punching where it hurt, where my kidney is located, I punched so much and so hard cause of frustration...and suddenly...got the other big one out...and the pain went away immediately...I couldn't believe it ;O; now I'm still with some pains cause of the smaller ones and my own punching lol but...omfg I still can't get over I did it...the torture's oveeeer! now just gotta keep it like that...no more big ones pls </3
Listening to: soss